Hey guys!!!!
okay well where do i start off? my weekend was cool but some things kind of upset me. Friday was a typical day...i think my first blog picked up on friday... yeah it did. LOL me and Marv had gone to the Olive Garden with some of our friends. After the night was over i came home and started writing in the blog since my gurl jossitold me i had to write in it everyday.... I wassuppose to have passionate love making all night with the wife. It didnt happend....she fell asleep on me because i was bloggin. SO yeah i missed out!!! but writing in my blog was like taking meds for me...its so much shit in my mind and its nice to write it down... so missing out of some love making... well lets just say my having a piece of mine was worth not getting sex. Its weird like my sex drive is soooooo much higher then marvelous's (my gf). She is use to long distance relationships so she really never had to have sex this much.... but did u notice how i worded that???? i feel like sex shouldnt be a chore... i mean damn... if we living together and im not fucking ne 1 else then why in the hell cant i make love to my girl anytime i want? She loves to go down on me.... i mean she is someone that loves to please me but it would make me feel better if she wanted to get off as well by me touching her. IDK what the deal is... like in the morning she can wake up doing me but she cant get herself to the point to where she will cum.... i even spiced things up in the bedroom. i have hand cuffs, favored massages, ice, dildo (4 me), light candles, i make sure we do it in different places in the house... i mean i get nasty with it but sometimes she dont be feeling it. What do yall think? could it be me?
Anywho...saturday: she had a beasketball game...they lost. This year they have really been doing bad...i just think they arent into it anymore. i think marv and her team are so discouraged about the new coach that took over, thier season last year (which was GREAT), i mean there are lots of things that could be causing this season to be so awful. Marv is the team captain but to me there are things that she could be doing better to help lead the team but when i tell her things she just brushes it off, so i just sit in the crowd and shut my mouth. Later that saturday night we went over to Marv's teammate place and i got fucked up.... too much liquor and not enough sense. I passed out...honestly i dont remember marv picking me up and putting me in the bed....if you guys hadnt figured it out marv is a stud.
SUNDAY: well ol good Enterprise (my place of employment) is making me work a damn weekend, after i had weekends off for about a year in a half....i had to work sunday.... LOL yup well when i woke up i was still drunk. But i went to work anyway...and sure enough i threw up and had to be sent home. Which was pretty scary...i was thrown'n up blood....so i came home and slept for awhile.... marv stayed in the bed with me and she showed me some pictures she took of me last night.... very ugly. i might put on up so u guys can see how fucking bad i was!!! later on some of our friends came over and we watched the L Word...yup yup yup i have l word parties... if you dont know what the LWord is then i will tell you... its a les tv series on showtime. It comes on every sunday at 8 central time. Well jackie and britt comes over every sunday...LOL i love them. they are so funny but today they were fighting and it reminded me of my and marvs problem that we had...or maybe the problems that we are having. But i dont wanna get into that...i will save that for another blog. After the L word went off jack and britt left and i began to do some homework but i got so frustrated!!!! i mean i am so ready to get out of school its crazy... i mean im not tryna rush to "grow up" LOL but i have been in school for 5 years and it seems like every year its harder for me to stay focused.... i need some type of motivation SOMETHING help me ladies!!!! Well that was it for right now..... sorry it wasnt filled with drama like the other blog maybe next time! AND HELLO TO ALL THAT ARE FOLLOWING MY BLOG!!! :o)
SO sorry for being M.I.A. these last few days syster but I've been going through some thangs...real real good thangs lmao (refer to my blog). Anyhoo, back to you. I know how stressful it is to be in school for 5 whole years and still not be finished. Remember I was in for the same. Try this, everytime you flip a page in your textbook or write something down in your notebook, compare yourself to the women who ARE NOT. Soak in the fact that every page you read is placing you on an intellectual (and not to mention more stimulating) level than your counterparts. When you read, think about how what you are reading is going to make you such a dynamic conversationalist. I pimp with my education. lmao (just kidding...kinda). Not only that but you are catching up to people who you admire. Im back in school after 5 years and not by choice. But when I read this info., I think about all of the "good for nothing" females who cant even hold a conversation with their damn selves not to mention someone vital to their success. You are becoming more capable every page you turn sis.
ReplyDeleteAs for this throwing up blood shit...WTF. Since when is that normal? I dont think you should drink anymore and where did the blood go? Was it where you normally sit and did you use the clorox wipes? I think its so damn fucked up that I have to ask you this but I cant resist...did you get a point? lmao. :o| <-serious face. did you?
What do you think it is thats making Marvs team not win? I think its good that you dont press the issue. Athletes dont like when you press issues relating to their game. Or maybe her stress is linked to something else.-shrug-dunno. I AM sorry my daily blog request made you miss out on passionate love making. I cant say that I PITY you or anything considering that I never get any my damn self lol. Welcome to my world bitch lol. But I feel you though, I was missing blog so much but my pc was down. KK hasnt written anything so she must be busy too. I was fiening for it.
You know, when you were talking about Marvs lack of sex drive, it reminded me of myself kinda. We both are used to long distance relationships and we both get off by pleasing more than receiving. Sometimes its just like that whit. If shes really satisfied from pleasing you then just let it be. I think I went without sex for so long that I gave myself a complex or something (refer to blog). Now when Im getting touched it just doesnt feel as comfortable. Im working on it but slowly.Maybe Marv needs the same type of patience that I need.