HUMMMM...today...today was hum bitter sweet? I lost my damn ID so i decided to go to the DMV but the line was long as shit...SO i decided to go the Cracker Brarrel with the wife. When we had gone i had seen my old friend Kevin...hehehehehehehe he sex'd one of my good friends when we all worked there. Well he finds my girl very attractive which is funny! Well she does a have big butt, small waist, and nice sized breast but you would never know because she is a stud and she wears those baggy clothes...but i guess Kevin sees her body. LOL We got into it today...same ole same ole reasons because of Eboni and then the whole "Morning Sex blog". Marvelous doesnt think i should write on here... she says that no1 should know our business..but honestly i dont look at it as telling all of my business...its me releasing these toxic thoughts and feelings.
Work wasnt so bad today...i got to leave my problems at the door with marvelous and i walked into a place where i make my money. A place where usually i dread going to...i was kinna happy to be there. And the place i call home with my wife was getting smaller....too small for the both of us.
Now im at home, and i think we are hiding something. We are hiding the talk that we need to have...but does she really wanna talk about it? Should we talk about it? hummm...i dont know. I want to have a good night. Yeah a good night sounds good to me.
Oh yeah i forgot to mention this ring! the wife gave it to me about a week ago... i will post up a picture of it. The question that i get the most is, "WHITNEY ARE YOU ENGAGED!?!" and no im not answering that question anymore. Everytime i look down at my hand i think about the chance for for to be happy but there are so many things in our past that really prevents me from really being happy without thinking about Eboni, Ericka, Keeva, Kristal, the lies everything! How do you let go of the past in order to make the present and the future better? Can you? Its it really realistic to think that i can forget about everything that has happen? Should i forget?
I'm not sure where to go... i guess i will just sit and wait...hopefully i will have a good night. whether its me holding myself or being in the arms of the wife.
oh yeah the video is what the wife put on my myspace...FUNNY ASS HELL.. she knows i like Beyonce. if its not up here...that means im not as raw as i thought i was....who knows how 2 post a damn video????
Work wasnt so bad today...i got to leave my problems at the door with marvelous and i walked into a place where i make my money. A place where usually i dread going to...i was kinna happy to be there. And the place i call home with my wife was getting smaller....too small for the both of us.
Now im at home, and i think we are hiding something. We are hiding the talk that we need to have...but does she really wanna talk about it? Should we talk about it? hummm...i dont know. I want to have a good night. Yeah a good night sounds good to me.
Oh yeah i forgot to mention this ring! the wife gave it to me about a week ago... i will post up a picture of it. The question that i get the most is, "WHITNEY ARE YOU ENGAGED!?!" and no im not answering that question anymore. Everytime i look down at my hand i think about the chance for for to be happy but there are so many things in our past that really prevents me from really being happy without thinking about Eboni, Ericka, Keeva, Kristal, the lies everything! How do you let go of the past in order to make the present and the future better? Can you? Its it really realistic to think that i can forget about everything that has happen? Should i forget?
I'm not sure where to go... i guess i will just sit and wait...hopefully i will have a good night. whether its me holding myself or being in the arms of the wife.
oh yeah the video is what the wife put on my myspace...FUNNY ASS HELL.. she knows i like Beyonce. if its not up here...that means im not as raw as i thought i was....who knows how 2 post a damn video????
I would first like to compliment you on the "green tint" of the word "money" lol. Nice touch. Thats how I feel about work-I prefer to be there than the other places I could be. Its like you have a fake relationship-people on the phone who love you temporarily when you throw em a great rate and great relationships with your coworkers who feel like your best friends at work even though you dont even know their phone numbers or last names.
ReplyDeleteI told you from the jump that you should consider Marv before posting on here. Find a way to get a compromise going. Ask her what content is offensive and start leaving that out. You dont need any more friction in your r.ship
I already KNOW what video youre talking about. Is it the fat white guy? lmao. "If you like it than you shoulda put a ring on it." lmao. And where is the pic of the ring-dying to see it. I think thats so romantic and sweet. Im on my way to Kay to buy my new promise ring for 2009. Im getting myself a new diamond every year. I love me lol. What talk were you and Marv avoiding?