So today i wake up in need for some sex'n before i start my day. My girl is laying next to me and for some reason i think she looks so sexy despite the morning breath but hey that comes with over nighting some1. So i reach over careful not to expose my MB (morning breath)...i start to touch her...a gentle touch to her waist just to let her know that I'm up and its also like my permission touch.... i would consider it my body asking hers does she feel like "touching" this morning. She moans... I'm thinking that's my answer. I touch her breast...her nipples harden accompanied with a soft moan. So now I'm thinking we are on the same page. My body reacts from her response to my touch...I'm thinking man so these are the perks of having a damn near live in partner. But when she opens her mouth to speak... the sound of rejection enters my ears..."get up babe, we have to get up".Hummmm....this is my first GF. Honestly i thought things would be different...but i thought the sex would be the same meaning i thought i would have lots of sex like i did when i was with a man. The men that i were with never rejected me. I have never been turned down for sex until now...with her. Its weird. This problem has been here every since we had started sexin and i was actually comfortable with approaching her for the good lovin. Hummmm...i ask her if shes cheating again but the answer is no. I cant say that I'm satisfied sexually with her. I mean when we have sex its mind blowing but it seems like sex is always on her time...Should i cheat? should i continue to try to keep talking to her about it? We have talked about it before and she said that she would change because she wants me to be happy but i told her that i don't want her to force herself into having sex with me...that just seems wack (yes ladies i said wack). I know that any other man would love to have that chance to make hot wax burning candles mind blowin sex with me but would it be worth going outside of my relationship? IDK anymore...i just don't know. But what i do know it that i got no sex this morning...i guess Chris Rock was right when he said NO SEX IN THE CHAMPAGNE ROOM....ahhhhhh... I'm frustrated. HELP!
boy do I have questions for you. Do you WANT to cheat is the questions. Are you that unhappy with the situation? And do you feel that cheating would make everything better for you? Do you think if Marv said she would prefer you to step outside of the relationship for sex that you would be okay with that? Think about what youre asking yourself. Have you ever tried to ask her what her sex life was like before you? Like with the last partner? I know that its frustrating being your first girlfriend so its already a new experience and then its worse because youre not getting the same response that youre used to -its gotta be causing some internal conflict and questioning. But heres something else to consider...you know how guys sometimes push the issue of sex a few times and then once you tell them to lay off, and they do, the next time they initiate sexual contact youre still irritated because you have this image now in your head: "horny ass dude that just cant stop thinking about sex and wont stop trying. damn...i wish he would lay off." Maybe the fact that Marv knows its an issue is turning her off...
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