So this past couple of days have been hard for me. Once again im having trouble with Enterprise. I got into it with my manager because she told me that i was being written up, phone abuse is what they call it but what gets me is that i have ranked number 25 out of the entire 3 call centers at Enterprise... i have brought in so much rev in thid company and I'm always getting the short end of the stick. SO i had to use my girl's jossi's word and tell my manager that i would be Enterprise's corporate slave... i feel like shit is not going right for a reason. I was thinking about it...i'm a business major...i have so many skills under my belt. I have ppl around me with excellent skills too...i have someone that can clown with makeup, someone that is expanding their knowledge with photos, i know an wonderful artist and i think i need to showcase these ppl's talents. I dont want to setting with Enterprise, yes its a fortune 500 company but its not my company! I have the potential to showcase my talents and those around me. I have the potential to be my own boss and a step stone for those around me looking to have a career that they love just by traveling with me. I always thought that Enterprise was my oponet but the truth is that IM MY ONLY OPPONET...
Is God tryna tell me something? Is he tryna make me uncomfortable so i can move things? Ifeel like im suppose to be doing something in this world other than sitting at a desk and taking calls. I understand that I have to do what I have to do, to do what I want to do...Education is my only way out of ignorance, out of darkness, into the glory of light.
Who is the judge?
The judge is God.
Why is he God?
Because he decides who wins or loses. Not my opponent.
Who is your opponent?
He does not exist.
Why does he not exist?
Because he is a mere dissenting voice of the truth I speak!
SO where do i start? I dont know but I will find out...Yeah today I feel empowered. The greatest weakness of man is self doubt....
whitney i am so excited about your revelation. I think that we get so comfortable with not trying to reach higher because reaching higher means putting an end to being lazy and scared and overwhelmed. I really like how you are taking other people into consideration when contemplating on your ambitions. Thats really cool of you. I definitely think its possible God made you uncomfortable so that you can make moves. I think thats what God did for me and this photography thing. I have started keeping contact with an Irish photographer to get some guideance...but these moves werent done on my time...they were done on Gods..I wasnt ready before but now I am.
ReplyDeleteHey Whit.....Its been soooo Long since we spoke/saw each other...I see your still *beautiful* and Reaching for more and more each day...I understand completly wat you mean.....Fear has been my biggest problem like so many other people. You are your own opponent...lately ive been putting fear aside because there is absolutley no way im going to let it stop me.negative thoughts become negative actions.soooo think positive(starts in your mind).Ive also decided to stop questioning what i know to be true...You know what your passionate about..pursue it...if that doesnt work out...do something else...just always know that things change and change is ok....oh and come to find out GOD doesnt make your decisions for u :-)...You make them...So decide to be your own boss (ive heard thats the best thing you could do- own your own)....! Accomphish exactly what you want to do...have a plan..map out what you want and *visualize* it...Your an amazing person and you have amazing people thats supportive (myself being one :-)....
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oh whit...the gray words are hard to read over your picture...Im not sure what color you can change it to...jus a suggestion :-)
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